Wednesday, October 7, 2009

i think i've to say this from the bottom of my heart; i've think that u hv change neither in a good way nor the bad way. u seems different. maybe ur lying to me that u will always hv me but, urself? nahh..it's too complicated to discribe. U used to type our date at ur msn?! but then u change it. Just now u change it back as i told u but u still make it remains the same. Not only that, blog & tagged too. I'm really lost in love & my life. I really don't know who u are. I gave u all my trust to u but u never appreciate it. In fact, u are taking advantage of it + not worrying about the outcome of it. Now i wanna ask u, u really never played behind my back? wanna know y i ask u.. cause i don't believe in u anymore. i trust u all this while but u... don't trust me at all.. maybe because of that, u nv change the msn,blog,tagged + etc.. u know urself neither than i. Ask urself this..what time izit? what year izit? this isn't a fooling game of love. this is real love. U nt the saidah i used to know. I don't really feel the love from u. I thought that u are the one who can change me for the better. but to me there's isn't any of it changing in me. Hmm... like i do..for example.. .... ur trademark colour is Orange. Do u know mine? Wanna bet! i know u don't even know what's my trademark colour rite.. cause u don't even bother to ask me. to know more about me & so on. I know u got routine gaven by ur family but that doesn't mean no life. If u wanna life, try to change for the better. U wanna do anything that's ur choice, me just giving u an advice. u say u love me, but if u really love me, u would listen to me. ur making ur own choice i know cause u hv the rights cause it's urself rite.. but u're not thinking before making. U just randomly suits whatever solutions came thru ur mind. u're follwing the mood without the flow. Got it? haiz.. i wanna change u for the better life u want but u urself is not making the effort. Where can u find a person who is so understanding? jyeah there's a lot person who is understanding but only few who really understands rite.. hmm.. i gave u freedom & everything, but y u're not appreciating it? haiz.. i know no why i felt so different.. i just to tired i guess. hmm.. sorry.. just drill this on ur brain. think for our future. ok maybe not out but ur own luh.. i don't mind if in the future we're not together cause no one knows the future. what will happen. i hope in the future that we're still together. i wanna this to holding on, last till eternity. what's more.. this is for u own good. u will binefits a lott from there. trust me. just do it for the best aite. do it cause u mean it not other reason. Oh my.. i really have a lot to say, the main thing is that u change. that's all. wherever u are, there is always Allah. even if i don't know what u r doing behind my back but allah will always tell his love ones. kenyataan akan di depan mata satu hari. for urs it's almost but ur lucky. i understand u + most importantly ur heart. here's the thing... u ask urself, we both... who knows more about each other as in what's ur fav & etc or whatsoever. ask urself this aite. u say about me at ur blog, did i mad about u? no rite! u just blaming people without listening to the full story. now u feel shame towards the girl who is innocent. now u wanna regret it? it's already to late. but i not blaming u... i just wanna u to think before making a decision & always listen to the full story before heading it. Don't point finger at others cause ur own finger is pointing u back. thanks.. ilysm that's why i say this syg. pls aite.. do for the sake of urself not other thing. Tepok dade tanye selera..

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Much❤ Ridzuan Jumali