Tuesday, August 4, 2009

Haiz.. blog saya ini macam tidak berhidup lagi,

tapi tak mengapalah sebab saya akan hidupkan nya sekarang jugak !

heehee.. ! !

Hello Dearest ! !

Sorry for not updating my blog daily. Most due to Internet Problem & Life. A lot things happen into my life. Mostly is my education. Been absence from college a few times. Now currently got 3rd warning letter. WTH ! haiz.. Need to back up myself. I need to change my way. Wanna make my interest come back but then it's really hard when someone does not have real friends who's into studies & etc. It's really hard. Oh what ! Wanna depend on my teacher? Oh goshh.. one teacher wanna help thousands of students? WTH !? Nvm.. forget about it. Oh yeah.. mum told me this before ~ No one can help unless you help yourself. ~ & yeah she's right ! We can't always depend on luck & people. It's just supporting only or maybe nothing? To be sucess, one must find the right path & think positive in whatever we do.
Okay ! enough of this & that. Let's forget about it.

Oh dearest, i'm such a bad person izit? i guess i'm. If not, i wouldn't hurt my honey heart. She being hurt by me. I feel bad a lot. Way too lot.. I'm such a useless guy to her. haiz.. she always did not get the happiness that she wants. Okay.. nvm.. wouldn't wanna say everything here. This is personal too. But wanna share a bit how bad em'i .. haiz..

Sorry syg if i hurt u a lot. I don't how to say this as in which angle to the the problem or whatsoever. But i'm really sorry. I know i'm such a useless guy to u. Can't give u the happiness that u want. I'm a bad person cause i hurt u. I'm really sorry.. I don't know what else to say.. but just hoping the best.

Ilysm.. Muah !

okay that's all i wanna blog in.

Byebye dearest. Take care.

9:28 PM Much❤ Ridzuan Jumali