I told you dearest because i'm having " Flu " NOW ! Nowdays " H1N1 " is on top list of sickness. People treats " H1N1 " lightly especially students like me. Now, panic of having " Flu " . Eating " Penadol Flu Cold Relief " Doesn't work for me. Even i ate the whole box, i'm still SICK ! FCUK sia.. i don't like to be sick ! Today didn't go to school because of this sickness. I'm scared that i'm caught of H1N1. I hope i'm not. Not sure when i could go for doctor consultant. Most problem - is i don't have money. Mum & siblings? Nahh.. more worst when ask for money.. Comfirm got excuse. Wonder why they are different from me. Why are they so calculative. Haiz.. for me.. nowdays never eat at college. No money. Wouldn't wanna tell Shikin that i no money. If i told her that i don't have money to eat, she gonna give me her school pocket money. OMG ! that's not fair for her. She shouldn't give me her money & sacrifies for me for money for not eating at school. What if she fainted for not eating. Or worst still.. gastric or send to hospital. I wouldn't want that such think to happen to her because I LOVE HER . I'm a person who does something quitely without being proud of it. Let the person realise who does it. But, some person does something just wanna get NAME ? what? try to be someone or hero? Lols..
Oh, monthsary for US is just 2 more days. Oh my, truthfully that was my first monthsary. Too bad that we're not gonna celebrate. She has functions to attend & me singing was cancel due to my FCUKing Flu. Arghh ! ! geram nye..
Ya allah, tolong lah aku cepat sembuh dari penyakit Flu ini.
Girlfriend♥ i'm gonna miss you. Have a nice day ahead. Enjoy yourself but don't forget to study. ily girlfriend. Sorry if i don't anything wrong to you. So sorry. =(
To dearest, i love you all too ! ♥ haha =)