Sunday, July 19, 2009

Hello Dearest ! !

Hmm.. many things happened at one time. Haiz.. why? Why does it got to be me? Why can't i feel relax at time? Why so much problem flying around me? Hmm.. nvm it's okay. Don't wanna say much. No point of saying it.

Now it's 2.07Am. Lols.. yesterday nothing much. Stayed at home. House cleaning & planned to paint my room. Maybe today will be painting my room. Oh ya, Sis friend came to my house to give her a hand on don't know what insects thing. Omg ! my room i found a tiny worm. Sis said that it must be from the tree which is near my window. haha..

Okay ! Today i wanna paint my Room ! heehee..

Oh ! just now talked to my Girlfriend. We were chatting happily but after that problem come. I just wanna u to know that maybe on that day i'm not free because i'm helping a friend for her project work. Is that wrong for telling u right? I thought if i go out with girl for study or outing i should tell u what. So this time is for project work. So telling u is wrong? I wouldn't wanna want to make u cry. Not only u feel sad. Sometimes i feel sad & dissappointed in myself for not taking care of your heart. But it's seems so hard i guess. What did i do wrong? I thought there is no more problems among us? haiz.. sometimes u don't realise that when there is no problem u the one who started it back when the problem which already settles then make it sounds like i'm the one who started it. Omg ! please okay.. i don't want any problem for us anymore. I just want us to be together & happy. Please syg.. i think your depress from something. If not, why matters like telling u who i go out with, which u ask me to tell u when i go out u are sad & wanna cry. It's not that i flirt with other girls what. haiz.. sorry & i've no time for that. Syg, i think ur too stress with problems that's why small problem become Big problem. Syg, i wanna u too rest & don't think much about me. Anything i will msg u bbykush !

To honey; I will always love u darling !

To dearest; i love u too !

2:01 AM Much❤ Ridzuan Jumali