Hey yaw!


Hello. Watzzup people! Yesterday was a home day as usual. Stayed at home. Nothing to do. So like usual switch on my laptop. Hmm.. chat with her & one of the guy. Lols. I don't know what else to say.

Hmm..I must book for medical checkup. Hmm.. I'm waiting for her to be back in singapore. I don't know how many times I've being saying this but seriously I think I've said more than a dozen times. What tooks so long also I not sure. All I got to do is to be patient. I always pray for her safety & health. She may not know this but this is what I always do. Haish..

Oh yeah.. since my life like this it's better for me to go for NS right or not? Much more better. Got salary to get somemore. Heehee..
Oh yeah, praying for abg hady to get well after the Knee Operation. Insyaallah. Cepat sembuh okay? :)


Now my mind is full of problems. I just need someone to talk. By right that time should be talking & sharing to her but fate doesn't make it. :(
So now all I do is to kept inside me & wait for her come back. It feels like the longer it is, the suffer I'm gonna get & be. Haish..

Later shall watch "2012" vcd or dvd. My younger brother friend wanna bring it along to my house. Okay lah.. at least something for me to watch.

Till here then.
Byebye!

Cinta ku bukan cinta biasa untuk mu.

Labels: I love you, I miss you, I need you, I want you

5:26 PM Much❤ Ridzuan Jumali


Hey yaw!


Sorry not in the mood to update. So bbq was great. No comment about it. :)

About someone, seriously I don't know what went wrong? I know that she's weak so I wouldn't wanna say much but then she seems different. I'm concern & care for her. She's not as cheerful as she is just now when chatting with me but still there's some part she's okay. I know she said that she's smiling but it's was all fake. I can't tell. It's always not about the emotion of the chat. It's about how you gave your attention to the chat as usual. I really miss her. I really need her. I really love her. But still I'm just counting to the days. I'm feeling so useles.. :(

I love you!
(Bby faster come back to singapore ye?)

Labels: How I'm supposed to tell her? My love is much more bigger then she thinks.

12:34 AM Much❤ Ridzuan Jumali

Labels: Why are you doing this to me seyy..

1:56 PM Much❤ Ridzuan Jumali


Hey yaw!


Haha! Nothing to do right now. Was just bloghoping & saw someone blog. Haish.. Pretty sad yaw. I'm deeply hurt but I wouldn't wanna make it so obvious to that person. Saw her past friend contact her back. She said he was just an old friend. Hell yeah! He was your old chapter & what's more that guy hope that he & her could start a new one together. Hmm.. Luckily me & her are just close but not yet in relationship. If me & her in relationship, would she do the same thing behind my back? What do you people think? Hmm.. Give me your opinion people. Thanks. I guess I wouldn't wanna people get the wrong idea of me & being 3rd party to other people. That's all. Won't say much. I'm not as smiling & laughing as what it looks always.

Well today, went out to Lan Gaming at Cathey. Went around Parklane Mall before & after too. Went to some guitar shop too. Haha.. Oh yeah, By right today I supposed to tag with one of the hapyhadys to went out for lunch with all Hydir Idris fans & also to witness his first ever single but then I can't make it. Didn't know that Kamsani was there too. Haish.. Sorry lah. Heehee..
Okay tomorrow going to Yio Chu Kang around Mimosa Road? Entah lah. Heehee.. Got something on. Haha.. New posting of blog then you people shall know. Haha!

Anyway, till here then. Wanna chat-chat with people. :)


If A love B
A should give B hapiness
But if A felt that B is much more happy with C
Then A should just let B & C together.

(This is sacrifies for love. *random saying*)

Labels: Don't ever say you love me if you don't .. I wouldn't wanna my feelings to be fool around by you.

11:06 PM Much❤ Ridzuan Jumali



Seriously I forgot when I make this but isn't my thousands island salad looks delicious? Hee :)


Hey yaw!


Good morning by the way. I was supposed to update yesterday but I was too lazy to update & I can't miss my time on my blog cause on that time of moment I'm chatting with someone in cyber cause she's at malaysia. Nahh! Why must she be at malaysia? Lah.. Susah lah kalau macam gini. Haish.. Nasib.. Nasib.. :(

Hmm.. well, I don't know how to say this but when each time when it comes to relationship to me.. Comfirm without fail got people wanna interupt. Hey c'mon! Can mind your own business? Doesn't matter from my party or her party but for sure comfirm got people wanna busybody about it. Why? She can't go with me izit & I can't go with her? Who are you people whom wanna judge us seyy? If I still wanna go with her or she still wanna go with me, what can you people do right? Kite nye pasal lah. Tengok sendiri punye baru ley judge kite alright? Me & her now just being close. So yeah.. At least she support me in what I do. Not like some of you people. Not sincere.. Nahh.. I wouldn't wanna say much thing here alright?

Okay.. erhmm.. Today I was supposed to work but sadly it was cancelled. Urgh! Sudah lah! I wanna find new job.

Okay.. right now I'm really hungry.. Gonna have breakfast. So toddles people! Love ya!

Labels: cause of all the girl I ever know it's you.. it's you..

11:06 AM Much❤ Ridzuan Jumali


Di kecewa oleh dirimu. Di tinggalkan oleh dirimu. Di manakah janji mu dulu. Hinggakah diri ini terluka. Setiap malam pasti ku terbayang, wajahmu di ingatan. Sepinya kini bila kau tiada sunyi segalanya. Aku rindu perlukan mu. Senyumanmu aku perlu untuk mengubati hati yang lara. Sampainya hati mu, meninggalkan diri ku. Tergamaknya dirimu, jiwaku terluka lagi. Menangis tak teringat, di himpit pilu bisa. Tergamaknya dirimu kau biarkan ku kecewa. Di saat aku merana..

Labels: Random posting. Just to kill time. My feeling if she's gone from my life but she's not yet. :) Haha.. lols..

6:59 PM Much❤ Ridzuan Jumali


Hey yaw, I'm totally bored right now. Oh yeah, just now someone just pissed off me. Urgh! Totally disagree of what that person said. I asked some people, they also don't agree. Right? Nonsence sia..
Okay, currently waiting for "her" to online. She promised to online today but timing i not so sure. Hahas.. No comment. From noon till now I'm still online. I don't what else to do kan. Like no life like that. Hahas..
Oh my sister got a brand new laptop. Wah.. Kencang seyy.. Lols..
Hmm.. I cannot upload photos & videos lah. Stupid uploader.. Now I'm all alone at home. No one else.
Well, I kinda miss my production people. Feel like going back but still I won't.
So till here then.. Maybe later I update again alright? Toddles !

Labels: Judge yourself first alright? No offence. See where you stand then you can against me..

5:19 PM Much❤ Ridzuan Jumali


Hey yaw!


Guess what, I'm back from Malaysia. Hahas.. Sorry for not telling some of you. Lols.. Okay. Erhmm.. Currently now is consider Tuesday. Erhmm.. I just came back a few hours ago. Okay..? I don't where to start this blogging. Hmm.. Ohh.. I shall post some of the past days which I didn't upload alright?

Let's talk things one by one..

Hmm.. Oh yeah, I received Bbq pit photos already. Shall upload later..

Hmm.. Oh well, I shall also upload a video of me & my friends lepak too. Okay.. so lame.

Hmm.. Well on sunday I was supposed to go to Acit house for farewell ceremony of his dad past away thing. I don't what it call in english. Oh man, My english suxs! Shitts! Oh yeah, Remember I told you people that I contact with that someone whom I know like almost 4 years on cyber? Did I or did I not? Oh silly me.. Never mind. Hmm.. Well.. That someone was so sweet & funny. She makes me laugh & feel better. It's been long that I did not feel that kind of feeling. Hmm.. I don't whether this is real or not but she told me that she had a crush on me. Oh my.. but I do feel that I also had a crush on her. Oh no.. I'm so confusing. I don't wanna be like a circle relationship which doesn't last. Haish.. It's difficult to find the true one. Hmm.. She told me about her past & etc. So sad. Sorry. Hmm.. I don't how to say this but last 2days what we did almost had the similar things happening. Yesterday me going to Malaysia (Johore). She's too going with her family. Guess what.. I'm now currently chatting with her. I'm so freaking happy. :) She forgot to bring her hp. Silly girl. Hmm.. Oh ya, I was almost stunned. One time, She ask me what I wanting the most.. Then I said "Zara leather jacket" then she willing to buy for me with her family around. At first I thought she was kidding but she took it seriously seyy. Oh no.. Then I called her A.S.A.P . I told her not to buy & etc. She say okay. Then a few hours later she told me, she kept the money a side for me. Hey girl, Why you willing to do that? I told you that the cost is $199. I know you wanna make it up since you done something bad towards me right? But it's okay lah. I don't mind. Hmm.. Anyway, I find that your someone sweet & can make me laugh. You have a great smile too. Hmm.. At first we was supposed to meet but then, the odds seems to be against us. Time & patient is what we need. :) Oh yeah.. While chatting right now, She makes my heart pound. Haha.. click here - http://killerjo.net/

Erhmm.. that's all I can say..


Tell you people what.. It's like right now is 4:08AM & I yet still can't upload videos & pictures. Lah.. never mind lah.. Shall upload the next posting.

Labels: Life never felt so better..

12:57 AM Much❤ Ridzuan Jumali


Hey yaw!

I know if have not been updating for like 3 days. Hmm.. Due to restless & maybe photos. Lols.. Haha! "Sa Ha" bro.. When you gonna pass me those bbq pictures? I need to upload up here like I said before. Hmm.. Maybe because of that? Lols.. No sense at all. Hmm.. Okay.. I don't recap what I did a few days back but what I know is, it's much more fun. Go out & etc.. Like normal. Perharps I should upload pictures so it would be much more easier. Hmm.. before I upload it, about yesterday I think I can recap. Hmm.. went online. Saw Abg Tino online too. Ape lagi kite keluar lah. Ricky tag along too. 3 Brothers. Standard lah kan. Hmm.. wait for Abg Tino so long seyy. Wait at all around City Hall, Marina Square & Esplanade. Wuu! Rindu seyy zaman dulu kat Esplanade. Lols.. Kk.. lame. Hmm.. Waited for him like almost a few hours I guess. Called him & etc, he only said "On the way lah adik. Jalan-jalan dulu." Guess what, walk & walk out of sudden nampak "Wanie" ! Omg! This part. No comment. Hmm.. actually we walk pass the group first. I realised like I saw her but I afraid it's the wrong person. So wouldn't wanna tell Ricky lah kan. Then when walk back.. It's really her. Hahas.. such a small world. :) Then something disturb my brother ricky mindset. I don't know why but don't wanna said it here. Hmm..
Then around evening Abg Tino reached City Hall. Asked him to come to Marina Square. Haha.. Hug him & etc. Chat-chat around. Rindu kate kan. Kite dah syg each other macam Abg adik. What to do? Hmm.. Watched "The karate kid" Wow! seriously I can't believe it. I'm watching it. Oh my. The movie was awesome. Can't really describe it here. You people should go & catch it when your have the time. :)
Okay lahh.. Till here then. Pictures Below!
































Pictures of yesterday! >> Below!







Somethings I don't say it here. As in places & etc. So till here then. Toddles!

Labels: Best.. Wuhoo..

2:51 PM Much❤ Ridzuan Jumali

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Name: Ridzuan Jumali
Age: 18
Status: Single


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